Overthinking

The whole world could be beside you
and yet you can feel the loneliest you ever feel
fear gripping the heart
suffocating and struggling to breathe
think and live
companions everywhere
loved and cherished
yet how can one feel this way?
to those who say loneliness is a
fear of the weak and unloved
how can you explain this feeling
so many to love and to be loved from
yet here one lies
gripping with dread of the inevitable
an overthinker by profession
anxious all day long
loneliness and being alone
are two different sentiments
one you do while one happens to you
and yet the first one hits hard
especially when you have everything to lose